i knew this would come, so here it is

i’m not playing around with you.

i said that they can go because i’d feel bad if they ended up on bad terms because they didnt do at this particular location.

but you told them no.

you do not even know why i was mad. you just think i’m mad because i’m crazy. but i was mad because you don’t respect OUR time. when is OUR time if you just spend all your time helping other people? why don’t you ask me to hang out, or ask me if i want to spend time with you? i’m always the one asking if you’re free. It doesn’t always have to be big events. why can’t we just spend a normal day together? we never have that, that alone time.

you knew i was coming, and yet you thought of putting me off so you can help a friend. yeah, it sounds bad, but think of how much i wanted to see you.

you can’t play with me either, i have feelings too.

and yeah i ended up not being able to go, but this was school. and this person requested off to freaking work on this project, so how do you say no to that?
so next time that you talk about how fucked up i am, think, because i even told you that we can just meet on another day. but you told them no. so in the end it was YOUR call.

think. 

because im not just a fucking dumbass that plays with you.